Guess what you lot

Last night was hell. I got a fever, painful body and the sorest throat in a million years. Pictured me sitting at the exam being sick, and not being completely alert and ready to write and think at all. In addition, I spent the whole day alternating between crying and studying. So drained and unbelievably wrecked and destroyed, under a ton of pressure, and a feeling of lunacy. Yup that was me. Woke up at 6, by the alarm of course, got up, showered, read, put mascara on, made lunch, read, cried and then went to the train. I met a girl from my class that is in my work group. Turned out she had failed the last one too. To be precise 4 out of 5 in my workgroup had. It had nothing to do with us working badly together, as we didn’t have any assignments as a group at all in this subject. It just so happened that the four of us failed. It was good to talk to her. She told me she was going back to Burundi for some business. I hope she makes it too. She is nice.

Well, as for me. I don’t think that I could even begin to explain how insanely relieved I am right now. But I can’t describe it, as no word would suffice. But the most important thing is this: I AM FUCKING DONE!! At last, I have a summer holiday. I think it went quite well, and I do not smell doomsday or failure. I don’t smell an A or B either, but who’s gonna care? As long as I pass, it is all hallelujahs for me. Woo hoo! Perhaps it was the rainbow that I saw on Tuesday that gave me good luck? I just hope I am not wrong in thinking I passed. That would unquestionably be disastrous.



I am now going to spend the night cuddling my pussycat and doing absolutely fucking nothing. I can’t wait! The first thing I did when I came home was to go to the living room and remove five tons of thick horrible books and stacks and stacks of notepaper. So now I can actually see my sofa and table. Amazing. I am leaving with some not too good pictures trying to capture the incredibly beautiful and breathtaking colour spectacle there was on Tuesday.

See you!

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