Bath ducks who are different

I just watched “Harry Potter and the order of the Phoenix” for the first time. I must say; I am very disappointed by it, sadly. In my opinion, this film stray the most from the book, compared to the preceding four films. In addition, the film was waaaay too short! An hour more would have been much better. I think they cut back on so many nice, cool and important things that definitely should have been included. Not one thing about “quidditch” for instance. Didn’t like that. So, for the first time after a Harry Potter film, I am let down by it. It could have been oh so much better! However, the directing was good, and the flying scenes were awesome!

My exam is creeping ever so close, and I can feel that my throat is constricted and my breathe feels fixed. It just feels like it of course, but help me God!

I’ve bought a couple more Christmas presents, and I am on E-bay for some stuff too. I hope I’ll win the darn thing!! I’d be thrilled. It’s not for me, but I can’t tell you, just in case…

I’ve spent an insane amount of money lately, and I’m telling you I love it. How terrible. I must stop. It is mostly of others, but I’ve bought a few things for myself too. Like two perfumes, or should I say Eau de toilettes, as that’s what they are. I bought “Laura”, by Laura Biagiotti, and “Amor Amor” by Chacharel. I had to try something new. I love my “CK one” too, but I’ve used it since forever. They smell divine. I swear; “Amor Amor” actually makes me erotically charged. I’ve never experienced that with any smell before, so that’s new… *lol*

I saw him again this week. I am so in love with him, it’s not even funny.

Mum and I went to an environmentally friendly dump today, with a load of stuff that had been sitting in my carport shed; all back since my ex and I moved in here. Good riddance. And finally there’s better room for my lawnmower.

I’ve told you before that I have a profile on gaysir. It is a meeting/dating community for all the gay/bi etc. I’ve been on there for man years, so I can’t be bothered to delete the profile. I am tempted to sometimes, because I am a good target for couples who want to introduce a girl to their bedroom exercises, to spice up their sex life. And for some reason, I am constantly being contacted by boys at the tender ages of 16 and 17, asking me to chat by cam. This is a discreet way to insinuate cam sex. Yes, for I am so interested in cam sex with a teenager! I try not be judgmental about their age, as I myself am painfully aware of how fucking insanely annoying and sore it is when older people don’t take you seriously just because of your age-(disability). Hey, I was 18 when my boyfriend was 39, so… But I didn’t sell myself as a sex toy, I guess that’s an important difference… Nevertheless, a 17-year-old doesn’t do it for me, thanks be to God! *chills* Plus, the “mother” in me just wants to give them a “do not sell yourself short for some cheap cam sex at your age” speech… You are worth so much more than that little boys!!! Jeez!! I just checked my gaysir inbox, and a 17 year old had left me this message: “Have you ever heard about someone who has been caught masturbating?” *lol* That’s a weird question. Oh for fucks sake; he wants a photo of me naked... (poor guy, what, is he blind!?!) What kind of vibes am I sending out!? Heeelp! My profile couldn’t BE any less sex fixated!! Serioulsy! 

Another thing; why the heck am I only contacted by young spotty teenagers for God’s sake? Couldn’t some 50-year-old man, whom I might grow an interest in, write me? Oh no! I kid you not; the only ones who contact me are these young ones. What is it about me? Do they think that since I am fat, that I would easily be led straight to bed? I don’t know what they have been taught, but if that’s the case they are messing with the wrong fat woman. *lol*

I have to address this, just like dear Moxie did in her blog. At least she got some response… I see from my Neoworx counter that there are many people reading this blog, or at least looking at it. But for some reason, hardly any say hi. I’d be sooo happy if some of you lurkers out there would say hi once in a while. That way I could find your blogs too you know!

Well, I am off now. I am in the mood for something else now.

Love to all my dear blog friends

Meanwhile; since I’ve just talked about how little sex fixated my profile is, here’s something to back that up!! Cute bath ducky, eh!?



EV ;-)