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It’s exactly 3 years ago today. What you wonder? Well, it is exactly 3 years since I first saw Bob. Ouch that hurt!! I can’t fucking believe it’s been so long. But it is true. Tragically. I’ll never forget when he came into the room. I noticed him immediately, and the first time we spoke my hands and body shook. First time I met those eyes, it was a revolution. I saw him again this week, twice. Oh, wow. I melt in his presence. But; three years, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God!! (I am so not embarrassed, pathetic or disastrous, noooo…)

It’s been a crazy, busy, stressing, incredibly emotional, ill-feeling and tiring five months. I hope that it will calm a bit down now that I am going to be working for the next 5, 5 months. I started my (work) practice yesterday. You know my 22 weeks of training/practice for becoming a social worker (Argh, it annoys me that I can’t find the right English word for work title I will have when I am done. It is sosionom in Norwegian.) During this time I won’t have to read as much school related stuff as I usually have to. We have an assignment to write, and approx. 700 pages to read, but that’s nothing in all those months. I just had over 2000 pages in 1 month so…
As I said; I started this work practice yesterday… I met with the leader of the local Child Welfare Authorities, and she showed me around. I also met some of the others, read a handbook of guidelines for that particular office, talked some and then I went home. I think, and hope, it will be an exciting and challenging 22 weeks. I hope I will learn a lot.

Met up with Eva and her quite new boyfriend this week. It was nice! Hadn’t seen her in ages. She kinda half moved. I hate that, but I am of course happy for her. His name is Erling and he seemed very nice. I hope they will be happy together!

Earlier today I went to visit Rønnaug and her little cutiepie of a boy, Andreas. It was good to see them. In three months time Andreas will become a big brother for a new baby at the tender age of almost 1, 5 years. I wonder what sex the new baby has. My gut tells me it’s a boy, but what do I know!? *lol* Around that time Moxie, my dear blog friend, is also expecting her baby boy. And her Roxie will be a big sister. I know of more people pregnant too… Gee, this is apparently the time for it. *lol*

Right now I am annoyed by my disgusting cold sore growing on my lip, the tilt of my hair, my love for someone, the almost constant headaches I’ve been having for weeks, my anxiety of failing the really hard exam, the fact that I want to sleep all the time, and the fact that I am nauseated now. There you go! That wasn’t a lot, eh!? I am a nagger, sorry. Due to the insane headaches, I’ve just spent almost two hours in bed with a hot water bottle on my left side of the head. It helped, along with ibumetin and paracetamol that is…

Now that I don’t have to spend every waking hour studying I hope I will be able to write more frequent in my blog. That’d be nice. I won’t make any promises.

I am off to do something, what I don’t know yet. Maybe just enjoy my “new” living room… I’ll take pictures and show you the before and after, especially of the floors.

Huggies EV :-)