Well, exam… We got 5 questions, three from social economies and two from law. Hrmf! It didn’t go well at all. In fact I am scared I will fail. I just cannot bare the idea of having to start studying for a new exam in a few weeks. It is an agonizing thought. I need some time off right now, as I am unbelievably weary. Here is why I think, and know it didn’t go well: The third and most important question in economies I know I have answered wrongly, as I had a total black out on the word we were supposed to base our written discussion around. We were going to discuss the paradox of the labour market. I do know this, but for some reason on Wednesday I didn’t! Stuck! So I just kinda made up my own paradox and hoped for the best. Unfortunately it was wrong. I am desperately hoping that my other 4 answers are so good that I don’t fail, but bugger all. I am not happy with this. Shite!
It is roasting here these days. I am soooo hot. I sit here in my bra, as I can’t bare the thought of any clothing on my upper body right now. I sit and sweat. Not comfortable at all. It is just so fucking humid here when it’s warm, that’s why I hate it. If the humidity wasn’t here I wouldn’t mind the heat so much. It was really bad on Wednesday evening; humid in the 10th power, drizzle rain, not one bit of wind (it was like even time stood still…) and then the smell of at least ten different manures. I felt like I was living inside a cowhouse, as the smells were that intense. You felt strangled by the lack of fresh air inside, but couldn’t open windows as you then were strangled by the strong acid-like manure smells. How great. As I drove Eva home just now, I think we counted, and smelled, 10 different shite smells. This is one of the things I dislike with living here. But usually I love it here! One tying I think is cool is this: the farmers make grass/hay balls, and they look like gargantuan marshmallows.
I’ve exercised a few times on my new machine, and boy am I worn out afterwards. Brilliant work out! When I get off it, my thighs are practically shaky. *lol* I notice that I have started using “new” muscles by using this machine, and so my body is a bit achy, but that’s ok. I guess it’ll pass when I get more used to it.
I am in fact very very tired. My eyes are sore, so for once in my life I will go to bed at a sensible hour. I tend to wake up at the crack of dawn when the humidity is this bad, my bedroom is namely like a stove…
I hope this post finds you all well!
Monsoon
4 comments:
Growing up I was told that they were marshmellows! I pretended not to believe, but I did. I was cheeky and asked, what are the black ones then? And my sister's answer was, burnt marshmellows. haha!!!!
As I wrote before - try not to be too upset for your exam. I know it's easy to say but not so easy to do, the exam deception I remember very well. I got stuck on topics I knew perfectly well too, I do not know how this block out happens, but it does and it is very upsetting and frustrating. And yet, try not to penalize yourself - you worked and still are working so hard. There will be victories for sure, but also battles lost. Just continue to belive in yourself and you will win, I am sure you will.
It is also hot and humid here in Paris. I hate it so, I have no words to describe it. I hate Summer, its heat and humidity :(((
So cool you're already working out on your monster machine! It is a good thing that your body aches - that means it is working. If it does not hurt after a work out, that means you shoul intensify the exercises. When I started working out, I could not even walk normally - that's how my body hurt. And I discovered so many muscles I did not even suspect the existence of! :) Good luck, dearest, as always your courage and determination are so admirable!
Hugs,
Lilie
Hi Monsoon,
It is hot here too but probably not as hot as there, anyway I wanted to tell you about my new blog if you haven't seen it already have a look: http://mydublinred.blogspot.com/
Speak soon
REDROWE
xo
hey sweetie... HOT in Nowray ? em, what is happening with this poor world ? deep inside we all know....and now I see TV shows about education younger generations to fix our mess.. will it get done ?
I am getting over pneumonia .. been really sick - sleep sleep sleep, hack hack... feeling better today! Less hack.
I like the pics of those haybales... they don't turn them into marshmallows here. :)
Bob is going to see the WHO ? I sawa them in 1976 in New York City. God I'm old.
I like your LIGHT pictures, man we have so much in common..!! When I will see a shadow projected through an interesting shape (fence or curtain) I try to capture the shadow with my camera... its such a temporary and interesting image! It must be fun to just drive with you and see all kinds of cool things to photograph!(like haybales) :)
Well my girlfriend is coming over and we are going out for sushi yah!
love ya
NINA
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