Just stuff

I become so dejected when I read about animal cruelty. This time it was some Swedish youths who had basically slaughtered animals, and videotaped the whole gruesome action. Not only that, they actually put it out on Youtube for others to view. The talked into the cameras saying things like “here you have it you animal rights people”. What a vile, disgusting behaviour! I can’t understand how anyone can do such things. I can’t even try to comprehend, as it is so far from who I am. If I am being honest I just want to batter them, I do, honest to God!
People who are like this must have suffered from severe deficiencies growing up, in terms of love, care and boundaries. I wish cruelty to animals were looked upon much harder than it is in this country. I have read and heard that one of the earliest signs that we’re dealing with a psychopath is when kids, and youths, are being malicious towards animals. They start off with small animals, and as they grow bigger and older, as do the animals. As adults they “need” to go for humans to “satisfy” their urges for control and cruel dominance. I think it is scary and horrendous stuff.

It was so so dark when I got up at 5.30 this morning, or dare I say night?... I feel I’ve spent this whole day yawning. Insanely tired. No wonder, as I couldn’t sleep. I was thinking about flowers and other nice things… Or wait, no that’s not true. I was thinking about something nice all right, but also “illegal”. BAD GIRL! BAD MIND! BAD FANTASIES!
I wasn’t alone being tired though, at school that is. We started the day with a “writing an assignment course”. I learned a lot, and got a lot of pointers as to how to do it… I’ve never written a real assignment before, and so my first one will be an exam. Consoling much!?

I can’t believe that in ten days, or a little more, Rønnaug is going to be a mum. It is just so weird. Almost unreal. It seems only yesterday that she came home with me and we totally loved U2 together, and laughed our heads off by Garfield. She is the one who taught me to like The Who; so thank you so incredibly much! Did I teach you about U2, I mean did I teach you to really appreciate it? Can’t remember. By the way; I have a new favourite song by The Who. It is called My wife, and it is really cool.

This is me; on the train waiting for it lo leave. I was all alone in that compartment, which is why I dared to take a picture. I seem tired and; really bad hair day, judging by the look of this. Hmm… I swear it was much nicer as I left the house this morning.


I am off school tomorrow, which suits me fine. Stay up late, write, read, drool over someone whom I shouldn’t, do other nice things and just enjoy… ;-)

Monsoon - nocturnal little creature -