I'm wet...

Pictures are a result of this;
Walked home in pissing rain from my friend Karin's flat. I just came home. I was wet to the skin, my socks, my bra, everything. I had to put my mobile phone in my sock while walking cause it got wet in my pocket. It's been ages since I walked in the rain like that, and to me it felt liberating! I actually walked and laughed to myself. I'm not messing with ya! I did... I'm glad it was late evening (23.00), few people out so hopefully nobody noticed the crazy laughing wet-to-the-bones lady, who was out for her walk... So when I got home I just had to take a picture, or two as it turned out, to show you what a "drowned cat" looks like. Notice the drop of rain at the tip of my nose?

OK! I weighed myself today. I will not write how much I was, cause... well cause I don't want to tell basically... But the point is that I will not be allowed on that scale any earlier than January the 24th. The sight of the scale will be a HUGE temptation every day, seriously. I have to refrain from the urge to step unto it!

Had a crappy day there today. He totally ignores me, and I do not understand why that is necessary. But, what can you do!?!? I'll just continue being me and doing my stuff, and never minding him. I'm tellin you; bollix to him!


Like I said; felt really down earlier on today, but uplifted by the visit to Karin's. She is great! We talked about him. Of course. Also I talked to my friend Irene on the phone, and she had me laughing as well. It's terrific to have such fantastic friends.

So these things had me in a good mood today:
Mum's text message to say that she had dinner for me
Irene's phonecall
The chat with Vegar at school
The visit to Karin
The rain when I walked home from Karin

So as it turned out; the day wasn't all bad. Now, go to bed....

Monsoon :-)